Do you ever wish you could rewind time and tell someone special what they really mean to you before someone else catches their attention and leaves you without a word of warning? One part of you wants them to come back to you but the other part of you just wants them to be happy. The amount of times ive typed up long messages to send and then refrained because I don’t want to interrupt you’re life and your happiness and be selfish. But at the same time I just want to tell you how happy I was when I could talk to you and how much it hurt me when you just stopped all of a sudden.
16 - 11 - 13
Today, i was in the supermarket with my mum and brother and while me and my brother wondered off my mum had been talking to a girl i used to be best friends with since 2008. Today, after a long build up of months of her ignoring me but pretending everything is ok I’ve finally come to the realisation that I really don’t even care anymore. I’ve tried and tried and then I’ve stopped trying just to see if she’ll miss me and then make the effort but no. No reciprocation. I’m done with you and the way you treat your “friends”. And I’m not going to lie…It felt nice to give you the cold shoulder and I could tell in your face you hated it. Have a nice life and don’t try and contact me because I now have no time for you, just as it appears you have none for me.
So I haven’t used tumblr in like a year and a half but I decided to get back into it. So hey!